We are supposed to visit my mother in-law to spend Christmas day with her. Unfortunately, my baby and I got sick. I have running nose and soar throat and he got fever. I'm always scared when my baby get sick. I know how miserable it feels when I get sick and I'm for sure know that the baby is more miserable compare to adult. Since my family and I are staying home, I decided to bake pumpkin roll and strawberry pie. We have plenty of meat so I decided to just cook a thick piece of beef steak along with the fresh asparagus, fried potatoes and fried chicken liver.
This year is the best year that ever happened to me. God given me such sweet baby boy to love and give the future to. My Husband has been so busy at his work and his shop and that he didn't think about buying me a Christmas card. One thing that ticks me off is, he has so many excuses and he is one vindictive man.Sometimes, I think about him and start thinking "Is this man deserve to have me as his wife"? He is 57th year's old and I'm 30 year's old. I love him in so many ways but he also disappoint me in so many ways. My life with him have so many ups and down. He took advantage of me in so many ways especially when I wasn't able to work. He shamed me and say a lot of bad things to me. I understand him being an imperfect man but sometimes things are so much to bear and tolerate. My journey here in America have been so many challenges and I'm hoping things will settle down and give me peace in mind and strength to face the journey ahead.