Monday, December 14, 2009

Life is up and down

Today is Monday and I feel so lonely that sometimes I wish I have a job so I can communicate with other people. I can interact and learn how to socialized. I am not a social person but I love too. I hope someday that wish come true. Being alone, drive me nuts. My husband go to work earlier and I woke up when he woke up. As a good wife I serve my husband with my best. I know he do the same to me too. He is 51 years old and married three times. He said he will marry more he don't care. Well, I wish I marry more like he did but I didn't. This is my first time of marriage and its hard to adjust especially when two person born to different world.

I don't have any friends here, except his family. I wish I can make friends with other people like my husband do. He has someone he called Mom that he always confide when he has problem. That lady was a mother of his girlfriend. During fire work show July 2009 my husband was eager to go see firework show. Well, we went and watch fireworks show and there was his girlfriend waving at him. My husband has secret that kept to me. It sounded like he won't tell me unless I see him. If you have a husband like that what would you do? Please feel free to leave your comments at the bottom of this post. My mind is messed up that sometimes I feel I'm always wrong.

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