Baby sitting my boy today

 I'm suppose to work today but since we do not have a back-up baby sitter, my husband wanted me to stay home and take care of our baby boy. I enjoy every moment spending with my son. He is almost  nine months old and never a dull moment with him. He crawl everywhere in the house. He don't know how to walk yet but he crawl pretty good. He  talk good too like Mama, Daddy, Dada and Numnum. He sounded like he singing sometimes too lol. I just can't figure out the word he says. By the way,I got one more days to work and that will be tomorrow. Friday is holiday and everyone is off work. I'm always looking forward for weekend. The only days me and my family get to relax since we work five days a week.

In other part, last Saturday our baby fell from our bed and he almost broke his little nose. He got a bruise. Made me and my husband feel bad about what happened. We had his bed install since last week and our son been sleeping in it for few days now. We are so proud of him for loving to sleep in his own bed. He seems to like it as he sleep good in it every night. He is such a sweet baby boy and he sure is our world. I thank God for everything and the best precious gift he given us which is our son Jacob.

My Son is eight and eighten days old

It's Friday and I'm off work since yesterday. I love it and enjoy every moment of it baby sitting my son. I'm one proud Mama to have such a healthy active baby boy. He is a little bit cranky today, maybe because his teething and don't feel good. He has been sick off and on, he got running nose and cough and so am I. We went to the Doctor the other day for check up. The Doctor said " everything is ok with my baby" so he decided not to give him any prescription. He did me but just for my sinus not my cough. I wish he give me medicine for my cough. I been coughing bad since two weeks now and it don't seems to get better.
 
By the way, my So got two teeth at the bottom and four teeth coming out at the top.He look so cute and he love to eat mash potato with gravy and chicken. He also love hot dog and sausages. I can't wait for tomorrow. My family and I have a day out. I guess, this is it for now. I share more story later.
I hope tomorrow will be warmer than today. I can't wait for the summer already.

Off work due to weather condition

 I hate msissing work but today the weather is mean lol. The yard was icy this morning when I got up. My husband decided to make me stay home with our precious son that is six months and twenty days old. This week is his second week in the baby sitter but since I am home due to weather condition I have my baby boy with me. I surely enjoy every moment I spend with him. He is my sunshine and the future of tomorrow. He has two bottom teeth now and it made him look more cuter. He is not able to talk yet but he is speaking in tongue which he maybe talking before long. He did say "Momma" three times last December 14, 2015 but after then I never heard him say again. He is learning how to crawl so I lay him on the floor a lot. I hope he start crawling soon and maybe walking. I'm looking forward to see my son crawl, walk and talk. I'm sure his Dad feel the same way I do. 

It's sure cold and dreary outside grrrrrrrrrrrrr. I can't wait for the spring already. I love spring, summer and fall. I wish America has three season unfortunately it won't happen. In  my country we have two season rainy and dry season, we plant crops all year round. I'm proud to be a Filipina and I love fresh

food which in my country the meat are fresh unlike here, the meat you buy from the store are frozen and taste a whole lot different.

I took one picture of my son today and he is six months and 20 days old. I hope you like to see it as I do. He is a mighty precious baby boy and I'm blessed to have him as my son and proud to be his Mom.

I got the best Mom and Grandma.

 Happy 2016 everyone! I really did forgot to write something during New Year's Day. I hope everyone had the best New Year. Yesterday is the last day where my mother have to leave my six months old son. I'm feeling the sadness to see my mother leave me and my family but I really do understand her very much. She done a lot of helped for me and my family. She took good care of my son for five months while my husband and I working. She also do a lot of cooking and house chores job. I'm proud to say "I have the best Mom and that her and my grandmother are much a like. Such a giving, caring, thoughtful person. She put her families need above her's and that makes her so precious. I hope God will bless her with good health and happiness.

Yesterday we took her to the airport so she can fly back to Illinois and continue her job as a caregiver at my sister Husband sister. My family and I sure miss her already. I hope we get to see her before long. I dreading it already to leave my baby to other person. I am hoping she will take good care of my son like she does of her own kids. I wish I can stay home for a year to take care of my son unfortunately I need my job to keep my self and my family from starving :(. If there is a job where I can work from home I would be really happy. Lord, help me and my family and keep us safe. I'm so worried about leaving my son to other people :(. I hope this baby sitter is good.

Staying home at Christmas

We are supposed to visit my mother in-law to spend Christmas day with her. Unfortunately, my baby and I got sick. I have running nose and soar throat and he got fever. I'm always scared when my baby get sick. I know how miserable it feels when I get sick and I'm for sure know that the baby is more miserable compare to adult. Since my family and I are staying home, I decided to bake pumpkin roll and strawberry pie. We have plenty of meat so I decided to just cook a thick piece of beef steak along with the fresh asparagus, fried potatoes and fried chicken liver. 

This year is the best year that ever happened to me. God given me such sweet baby boy to love and give the future to. My Husband has been so busy at his work and his shop and that he didn't think about buying me a Christmas card. One thing that ticks me off is, he has so many excuses and he is one vindictive man.Sometimes, I think about him and start thinking "Is this man deserve to have me as his wife"? He is 57th year's old and I'm 30 year's old. I love him in so many ways but he also disappoint me in so many ways. My life with him have so many ups and down. He took advantage of me in so many ways especially when I wasn't able to work. He shamed me and say a lot of bad things to me. I understand him being an imperfect man but sometimes things are so much to bear and tolerate. My journey here in America have been so many challenges and I'm hoping things will settle down and give me peace in mind and strength to face the journey ahead.

Laid off for two weeks

 My company shut down for two weeks. The reason they shut it down is they run out of work. I kind of glad that they shut it down. I can get to spend time with my baby boy. He is six months old and he needs Mommy's care. After two weeks off I go back to work and my son will start spending his day time with his Nanny. I hope the Nanny, will take good care of him like she take good care of her own kids. I pray that everything will work out for both of us so I don't have to quit my job.

Four more days till Christmas, I'm excited about it. I can't wait to see my baby boy open his gifts. He got more gifts than anyone in the family. He is surely loved and me as a Mom, I feel blessed to have such a sweet baby boy. Praise God!

Happy 2015 Thanksgiving everyone!

 Every year, my Husband family have gathering party for Thanksgiving. Almost everyone in the family are busy cooking food for the celebration. I cook pancit and cherry pie. Me and my family had a  blast during the party. My mother was with us too and it was great having her with us to meet the family of my Husband. I took several pictures in the party but I will upload just one as a remembrance of my son first Thanksgiving in the family. He is five months old now and he is getting stronger everyday. Watching him grow up everyday is the most precious moments in our life. He is such a sweet baby boy and we love him to death. I post more later. I'm such a busy Mom now :) and I never  regret anything for being busy.